Friday, April 29, 2005
ehs..
had tution todayy.yepps
kinda fun.hahas.
lately got alot of probs.
family probs,studies,friends
blahs blahs blahs
and i tink im losing it.
really losing it
dunno how to cope at all
so worried tht i will fail
cuz if i fail i can really go and die
my parents keep threatening.
and yeahhs.
and the thing is i dunno who to tell.
so i just bottle them up.
hoping tht one dayy they'll all go away
far away,frm me.
IM REALLY LOSING IT.
wth.im gnna break down.
my family's breaking up
into bits and pieces,
and i wun noe how to retrieve them.
treasure wad u haf..
who am i to trust.
am i to bottle all these inside till i burst one day.
_ behind this headstrong facade;a collection of emotional bruises.
>11:30 AM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
heyys!yeahs im back.this blog is going stagnant.HAHAS
hmmm.oh yeahhs.today is a super ugh dayy lahs.
BOO.firstly..oh yeahhs..im not sitting at the back le!
sians!!!this is really realy bad lahhs.
1.no mre pigging out wif PEIXIAN
2.no mre sneaking out of class
3.no mre doing any mischief.
4.no mre slacking.
5.no mre not doing of hw.
6.ughs.this is BAD
and now i am surronded wif GUYS who are very TALL.
yes very tall.):
oh wells.shant tok abt it le.mebbe it wun be tht badd.
wth.i tink msn is siao lahhs.keep signing in and out
its so damn irritatiing.and my stupid sis
wun hurry up.lt if we're late i;'ll get scolded.
WTH.
oh yahs..
lemme tell u wad qings bought just now.i big packet if hershys kisses.
200g of cookies.
3 ichigo bliss
one packet of kinder surprise
1 cup of vanilla frappe.
and sushi
OMG
okayys.yes.LOLS.rich gurl manns,HAHAS.
ehhs.g2g.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
peixian:i'll miss sitting next to the pig.yes i will.LOLS.jkjk.
aud:paisehh today nvr pei u.treat u to bubble tea kkays?lols
qings:pro u.i peifu.and..dun tink too much kkays?cheerios.
mich:SENTOSA!(:(i tink)
>7:25 AM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
im lyk so blardy fedup wif my stoopid com!
wth.arghs.im bored.
my dumb cousin doesn't wan to
reply me.idiot.im bored.
to adelene:HOWL ROCKS!
to THE peixian:LOLS.funny shyt.sorry yahs.didn;t do it on purpose.lols.still.
its funny.
whn ure left in the dark;
whn friends start to forget you;
tht's whn u feel lyk your whole world is
crumbling.
it was all just a mask of pretence.
i was just pretending.
tht everything was still perfect.
>11:07 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
can't stop crying.hahas.
>11:18 AM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
ehhs.was really excited in skol today
LOLS.cuz it's his bdayy.yeppyepps.
but suddenly dunnos why
feel so xianns.
everything seem lyk meaningless?
hahas
wells.shan't be sad.not good.
must be HAPPY.
shall tok abt today.
i was lyk total sia suayed?!
thanks jess.but its alrite.lols
she sort of helped me.yupps.
ermm.so it was recess lahhs.
thn i brought his present down.yepps.thn i dun dare to give.
i sort of chickened out
thn whn we were lyk wanting to go up le
jess go scream his name and pulled me thr
wahs!so paisehh.
his friends were lyk all thr.
my very first reaction and thought was
RUN
but i dunno.whn i panicked my brain goes auto pilot.
yeahhs.so nvr give lahs.
thn sim's period.
went to his class to give.hmm.
in the end.
got chased out of sim's class.cuz she angry we so late go back to class
thus we missed one whole period-grinns!
cool lo.
her class so damn boring.
wells.thr goes my daY/
yepps.went home.i did hse work non stop.
yeahhs,cuz got new furniture and stuff.and the whole hse is lyk.
very messy.
kkays,wadevar.parents nagging AGN.
>10:01 PM
ehhs.was really excited in skol today
LOLS.cuz it's his bdayy.yeppyepps.
but suddenly dunnos why
feel so xianns.
everything seem lyk meaningless?
hahas
wells.shan't be sad.not good.
must be HAPPY.
shall tok abt today.
i was lyk total sia suayed?!
thanks jess.but its alrite.lols
she sort of helped me.yupps.
ermm.so it was recess lahhs.
thn i brought his present down.yepps.thn i dun dare to give.
i sort of chickened out
thn whn we were lyk wanting to go up le
jess go scream his name and pulled me thr
wahs!so paisehh.
his friends were lyk all thr.
my very first reaction and thought was
RUN
but i dunno.whn i panicked my brain goes auto pilot.
yeahhs.so nvr give lahs.
thn sim's period.
went to his class to give.hmm.
in the end.
got chased out of sim's class.cuz she angry we so late go back to class
thus we missed one whole period-grinns!
cool lo.
her class so damn boring.
>10:01 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
heyys..lemme tell u smthing.
i am the CAMPFIRE IC
yeahhs..lols.shcoked ehhs.
yahhs.im lyk stunned too.
very scaredi'll lyk mess evrything up?
hope not.
hmm..wahs xiao!
today we walked frm taglin sec to ginza.
thn to nhss.thn to ginza AGN
thn to west coast park thn to tanglin
this is madness manns.
i almost died.
LOLS.so tired and HUNGRY.
yeahhs.
aft tht went back to sch to bathe.
sun bian meet mich and
NICE peixian pei wo.
hehes.nice her.-arhemms.
yahhs,thn went sentosa.
at first was lyk kinda boredd.
yahs.cuz dun really noe anyone thr.
but in the end it turned out to be fun
yepps.really fun.made loads of new friends thr
hehe.and the cake was DELICIOUS
-looks at peixian.(:
hahas.kkayys.hmmm.yupps
luckily my ma didn't lyk scold me.cuz
i reach home at abt ten?
yahs.so was lyk kinda scared.
hehe.yupps.guess thts abt it.(:
to audrey.gl wif him!love ya!oh yahhs.must keep us updated.-winkks.
to peixian.thanks yahs.u rock mans.thanks for accompanying me.-grins.
go sentosa together next time?it'll be fun.
to mich.dun sad le lahhs.must cheerios yahs.i dun tink its really ur fault.
even though i dunno wad it is abt.u didn;t ask for it.so cheer up!
u're leaving soon.and all i'll get is only memories.
>1:32 AM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
arhhs.stoopid lye sim go catch
peixian aud and me for our attire.
lyk wadevarrs lahs.
hmfph.wth.thn we have to lyk ryte a
letter of apology for her?
blahhs.
hehe.went to central to drink bubble tea
nice nice.lols
oh yahs!our class tee aprrove le.
(:
watching tom and jerry now
so nice!!!lols
i noe u told her wad i say.thanks yahs?
im so grateful.yes.very grateful.
>7:49 AM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
lols.im happy today so i decided to blog.yep yeps.lols.
yays!!tmr gnna buy smhting so happy sehhs.
hehe.ehhs.gonna make clss tee too.
i seriously hope it'll turn out to be nice lahs
g2g.oops.bye!XD
>1:00 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
ughh.im pissed lahs.
typed such a damn long n3
and this dumb thing actually deleted it?
wth.
pissed.hmm.shan't be pissed
HAHAS.today plyed aprilfool joke
so funny manns!LOLS.
qinggs and i pretended to be les.XD
it was real funny.but somehow no one seem to take us seriously??
but we noe whr we went rong.
hehe.so next year musn't make the same mistakes yahs
hhaahas.and all of us swoped personalities.
cool lahs.thn whn tchr called mich qings stood up!
lols.so damn funny.
hmmmm.oh yahs!i must tell u guys smthing very IMPT.
read carefully kkayys.:
3o3 rocks!!!!we won the bbaall match!
the CHAMPS!
hahaahahahahahs.soo cool!
our class rocks.
3o3 rocks my socks!XD
hehe.
a love so fierce.yet sweet and tender
>11:25 AM
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