Sunday, November 20, 2005
hm.qings told me smthing.was of cos shocked.mre of sad.but the thing is i dun feel anything.perhaps im numb.lols.which is good ryte?but it feels so terrible.i rather scream shout or shriek.or anything.but jus not lyk this.im lyk calm.which is not lyk me.this thing bottled up in me.it makes me feel so terrible.boo.i dun lyk it.not one bit of it.nonono.qings i dun blame u.u see.it has always been me the problem lies with.oh no.i dunno wad im toking abt now.some one make me wail and cry and shout.im abnormal.yes im abnormal.
anw.i went out with cass today.and nice her bought this half jacket for me!!!oh mans!so nice.(:tyty.u rock!!haha.tht jacket is lyk super chio lah.:D hmm.we ate this potato thingy.yummies!and went arnd looking for the stuffs cass wants.but nvr find):but we've got the jacket!went to taka cos both of us were dying for a milkshake!haha.so nice.and thn thr was this christmas sale at taka.we brought our drinks with us and both of us lyk sua ku liddat.keep saying tht the christmas deco very very nice.-.- lols but its really very nice.anyone wants stuff on ur christmas tree??go take.nice nice.but ex!hahas.thn i went home le lor.cos cass gg to watch harry potter with wei and fanny.lols.oso good lah.i haf some time on my own to tink.yea.anw.we're gg to collect our jackets tmr.and im gonna buy jeans!hurhur.i shan't be sad.nono i shan't.i noe i can do it!!
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